I’m the worst person in the world. I’m not great at all, I’m so boring, I’m the lamest person ever. I always do everything wrong, nothing I say or do is right. It seems like I’m never enough for any girl. Every other guy is way better than me. Iv never hated myself so much before. There’s nothing about me that I like. I’m such a screw up, I’m a jerk, a dickhead, etc. Everyone thinks I’m this great guy that’s so different from other guys but I’m not, I’m the same jerkish douche that does nothing but ruin everyone’s life. I’d be way better off dead, atleast then I’d be happy finally.
What was so different… Well nothing really. I hid in bed most of the day because I hate myself less when I am asleep.
I wonder whether anyone ever reads my posts and if they do what they think of my pathetic self.
I cut myself to try to cut away the pain
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Suicidal 😱 #depression #depressed #behindthescene #digitalvideo 🎥🎬 (Taken with Instagram at Arden, St.Leonards)
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